lil upset that tomorrow is my last day with my sister and every single fucking person in the family wants to come over and say goodbye and spend the day with her. I WANTED TOMORROW TO BE M Y DAY WITH HER. I did not want to fucking share her on her last fucking day here. She’s all I have and I hate that no one has the decency to just give me this day. She is my only sibling and once she leaves, I’m stuck in this house alone until school starts. She’s my rock, and it’s taking everything in me to not tear up her passport, just so she can’t leave. And tomorrow’s my last day of happy. I’ve been trying to avoid talking about her leaving, but all fucking day today, everyone has been talking about what we’re doing tomorrow, since it’s her last day… And I’m sitting here like, I wanted to go out somewhere with Erica and do something with her and spend quality time with her, or even just chill in the house with her and watch movies and eat our weight in junk food. But they all just couldn’t say their goodbyes today, OR EVEN AT THE AIRPORT. They h a v e to see her tomorrow. Like, I get that they’re all family too. I know they’ll miss her too. I get it, but it physically pains me to have to go through letting her go again. I feel like my is being ripped out of my chest slowly and painfully and there’s nothing I can do to stop it. Apparently no one really cares, though, because everyone’s still coming to say goodbye tomorrow. Which means I can’t be selfish with my only sibling. I feel like I’m going to be so broken by tomorrow, I won’t be able to keep smiling 


dont let tumblr make you think

  • school isnt important
  • its okay to be rude to your parents
  • its normal to hate everyone
  • self harm and suicide are romantic or great
  • being rude is cute
  • being a female who hits or yells at your boyfriend is woman empowerment
  • depression and other mental illnesses are beautiful
  • grades arent important
  • education isnt important
  • college isnt important
  • smoking is cool
  • drugs are cool

kind of upset that my sister would rather spend one of her last few days out here, without me.. 


i want someone who will sit on a rooftop with me at 3 am and shave their head while i shave my head and then hotglue the hair to the roof so the roof will have hair


oh my GOD i can’t wait to hear about how many kids are caught jackin it in the theaters for 50 shades